life

  • What are you most proud of? That I don’t see life as a miserable, gruelling concept. That I don’t see life as something forced onto me. That I still manage to find the light, the crack in the sidewalk to sprout from.  How, even through convoluted grief and anger at years lost to trauma and heartbreaks of

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  • Faculty of Existence

    Before I turned 18, I might as well have not existed.  My teenaged years were a stale, stagnant fog. I was a stringed puppet, a shell of the raw, confident aura teenagers possess. I was puppeteered by my parents, and with glee-I knew no better but to impress them dutifully. My days were filled with

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  • My Hands.

    my hands,from which i divine with.to caress a glossy deckand trust that they know when to pull a sword or a cup. palms up in my lap during quiet morning musings, to invite stillness and knowing into my days.

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  • Hope is a Finite Resource.

    Hope courses through my veins,but one nick and it empties onto my skin. 

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  • Rediscovery

    To step into myself is uncharted territory. To feel safe is an unread part of the story.

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  • Smoke and Mirrors

    I would rather people just be enigmas to me. Just ideas, just figments of what I can conjure up in my mind; they stay better that way. They respond how I need them to. Their past doesn’t get in the way. It’s just smoke and mirrors. I prefer people that way.

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  • On the Fragility of Life

    I heard the incessant tapping on my window. Not again, I groaned internally. I turned over onto my side and grabbed a pillow to squash over my head in hopes of drowning out the noise. Tap, tap, tap. It wasn’t letting up. I peeked at the clock sitting on my dresser a few feet away.

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